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Life is a just a long walk

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walking-tour.jpg

Found this via Electro^Plankton, nice flash animation representing life’s journey. We will have friends who would stop walking along the way with us, we will have to choose our path when junction appears, but at the end, the one who’s stop walking is actually watching over us from a distance. So don’t stop taking a step further.

Sumthing lydat. *shrugs* Nice one!

Walking Tour

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Negaraku.. Negarakuku..

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Just managed to find the video on youtube. Cik Norsyam, my studio master wanted to show us the video clip a few weeks ago but the internet connection at her room was unstable. Finally just remembered to google over it on youtube myself. Hmm.. :| I find it disturbing and annoying the way he commented on prayer calls and tudung girls. Other than that, I think he has a creative way of speaking out the truth to be told. And, the way he sings negaraku is quite melodic. And the hiphop/R&B beat kinda mix well with the old monotonous negaraku song. yeahp.

But still… insulting others beliefs and religion?
Come on… don’t spread unnecessary fire over spilled petrol la dey.

What’s more disturbing than the video clip is actually the comments people put on the videos on youtube. Sparks out racism and funny comments lolz.

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Uncertainty & Mindsets

First of all…

CONGRATZZZ AVANT’GARDE STUDIOOO FOR MAKING IT TO THE FINALS AND ROARRREEDDD UP AS CHAMPIONS FOR GHANI DESA ARCHITECTURAL FOOTBALL LEAGUE 2007!!!!!!!!!

It’s our final year, our final Ghani Desa Football tournament, our FIRST SAVOUR OF VICTORY!!! YEARGHH!!!!!! Haha.. should’ve uploaded a few memorable pics from the event gwehehehe. And congratzzz for our studio’s Netball team, making it 2nd place for Piala Madam Ong Netball Tournament. Yeappaaa!!!

Heh.
Sedar tak sedar, aku dah jadik budak final year. 3 tahun dah dok melanguk jadik budak arki kat FSPU tuh. Tahun depan insyaAllah kalau takde sangkut ape-ape, aku akan bertemu dengan satu lagi junction hidup selepas berjaya merangkul segulung kertas bertitle diploma. It’s time to choose again. Time to choose which path to move forward to. Member-member ramai dah dok usyar opportunities, peluang belajar oversea universities. Nak sambung degree luar negara. (walaupun pada pendapat aku Degree architecture UiTM ni free-free je dah leh dapat LAM part II dan ade recognition yg tinggi gak) tapi ramai yang target oversea. Time to change some air i guess. *shrugs* Ade jgak yang plan nak kerja dulu before sambung degree. Ade yang nak quit architecture trus. Huhu.. aku? Entah la…

First priority, mungkin aku nak sambung belajar terus tapi BUKAN dalam architecture field. Aku nak approach Art & Design. (paling-paling malas, aku enroll je kat Art & Design department UiTM) Nanti sambung belajar dalam kelas degree same-same ngan adik aku Hazu haha. Tapi sayang jugak nak blah camtu je dari architecture. 4 tahun belajar pasal building technologies, terminologies, design, building laws, cara-cara nak jadik akitek, etc etc, last-last tak jadik pun akitek. Heh. Tak semestinye bile kite masuk satu course tu kite akan end up as a product of the course itself.

..and, aku paling tak leh blah dengan bebudak yang buat muke pelik bile aku cakap aku tak nak sambung degree architecture lepas ni. Mungkin aku divert gi graphics (malas nak fikir psl building design and responsibilities of an architect) sebab aku rasa aku lagi suke buat graphical arts (tak kesah la aku buat buruk ke huduh ke) compared to architectural illustrations. Bile dorang tny tak sayang ke belajar 4 thn diploma arki last-last tak approach architecture field? Sayang tu sayang jugak. Then aku cakap kalau la aku ade rezeki, mungkin lepas habis diploma ni aku tak sambung degree terus tapi kerja dulu jadi Technical Assistant ke, freelance kerja graphic ke, then tengok mane best tapi aku akan lebih kepada approach graphics la kut. Lepas tu kalau aku nampak opportunity dalam building industry ni baru sambung degree arki.  Itupun kalau ade hati lagi kat architecture. Then dorang tanya lagi.. Tak ke time tu dah tua nak belajar?

wtf.

haha.. ye la orang tue tak leh belajar? ~__~;

..and Hariz is really keen on getting phD terus. haha.. ha..
Aku takde motivation factor nak sambung belajarrrrghhhhh!!!!!!

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In The End

…I didn’t went to the Gempak Con.

T__T It’s held for THREE FRIKKIN DAYS. And I can’t make it due to the avalanches of workload. Submission + Presentation on Segambut Site Analysis on Monday. *sigh* Netball tournament has been postponed to this weekend. I hope they’d pick another Center player. Our studio football team has roared into Finals. This is our final chance to grab some title in the Ghani Desa tournament. There won’t be another Ghani Desa for us anymore. They’re really into it.

Other than that… I really missed going to Gempak Con. T_T Suri and Piqot went there on Saturday morning. I could’ve steal some time and go but since my grandparents was home and I had my first period day that Saturday so ditched the plan.

Hmm.. I can’t believe I have to beg dad for money. Sangat kering…

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Comic Cons and such

Gempak Con is today.
(Netball tournament postponed)
Submission Monday. =A=

ished I could go to the con but duty calls. I need to submit our Site Analysis for our final project this Monday. Was thinking of going there on Monday night after submission hehe if dad gives me the $Ka-Ching$. T_T He’s been really “funny” when I’m asking him for extra cash and claiming him for the previous car workshop fees.

This year’s CF will be held at Berjaya Times Square. Shuixtzursgdhfggh… Mahal haram ticket fee die. One day for RM10, two days for RM15. Wonder how much will the booth rental fees be. ~__~ Pretty sure it’ll be damn expensive too. Haihz… Mecha and Kitsin is making money, hope they have extra to cover up for it and modal nak printing. I am just damn broke this time of the year. Not just me, but my Computer and Printer and Scanner is also on the broken side. T^T Wurghh…

Eversince I’m using the refill ink for my printer, the printer head goes cacat and blurrrr oredy. If I were to print blue text, you’ll see the text kinda “doubles” and makes it hard to read. Especially when I’m printing it from photoshop. If it’s from MS Word, it’s not so bad… My scanner oso got stuck at times. Ye la bende dah lama haha. I’ve been using it eversince Form 2 or Form 3. OwO; If I am not mistaken. My EviFyuu’s motherboard is loose. The chipset is sumtimes loose and makes it hard for me to run windows properly. It either got stuck or the system couldn’t even run the BIOS setup. ~_~

Good thing yesterday Ariz kinda “fix” it.. or else I was really thinking of getting a new motherboard. Tapi duit talak. Cakap je boleh la. Aisehh…

One thing for sure, I want to upgrade my RAM. For 3D model rendering. I WANT!!!

QuadCore sounds good too… OwO PC Fair has demonstrate the suppppaaa-hebbbaaatttt kuasa kuat of QuadCore. I want. Haha.. Nafsu nafsu. Wait till the price goes down a little la kut… Bila AMD dah kuarkan dorangnyer Quad kat Malaysia, I think Intel Quad price may go doen a little. :3 Hopefully. Going once, going twice~ -v^

Oh by the way, lately I’ve been partly addicted to Command and Conquer 3 : Tiberium Wars all thanx to QAMEY!!!! Hahahaha finally a “real” game to be played. Before this I only play those GameHouse reflex game (Diner Dahs, Pizza Frenzy, etc) coz I can’t get the game installer. Wanted to play The Sims 2 again tapi.. Installer ilang. T_T So good thing Qamey brought his Game Folders so yeah. Tried it out and it’s quite addictive. :3 Miss my Star Craft days. T__T Will be bringing my old router to the studio today and try to setup LAN network for Qamey, Dannie and I in our cubicle so we can either Battlefield or C&C together-gether gyahahahhhaha!!!

erk.. site analysis.. site analysis.. owo;

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Submit

2nd project submission berlalu. Tapi aku tak bangun utk gi usyar keadaan jam 10. O_O Balik pkul 8.30am lepas seharian siapkan montage ntuk submisson tu, ingat balik nak mandi tapi tengok tilam kat bilik cam empuk je siap rasa nak tidur sejam sebelum gi studio balik. Last-last tak bangun. =A=

Cik Norsyam, studio master merangkap supervising lecturer ntuk commune 3 (di mana aku dipertanggungjawabkan menjadi ketua), call aku pagi tu. Aku ingat bunyik alarm clock. Aku matikan secara tak sedar dan tidur lik. Erk… Mampus. Tengah hari msg kat Pachiang (group leader commune 01) ngan Amet (group leader commune 04) tny ape jadik pagi tadi. Rupenyer briefing ntuk project 3 dah berlalu siap Cik Norsyam carik aku mcm ape je. ~_______~;;;;

Urgh. This is why I hate responsibilities and being the leader. Selalu dissappoint orang. Tak buat kerja elok-elok.

Kelas hari Selasa takderk huyyeahhh!! Sebab Encik Azman, lecturer subjeck Computer (satu2nye subjek hari Selasa) dah tak mengajar lagi sbb sambung belajar so lecturer yang ganti tu takleh nak amik slot hari Selasa pagi so ditukar ke hari Jumaat malam. So hari Selasa kire cuti laa huyyyeaahhh!!!! :3 Tu yang balik rumah befoye2 hari ni kukukuuu~~ Jumpe mama ngan ayah. Walaupun dok dekat tapi rindu gak kat dorang. *puluks* Ayah cakap aku dah kurus. OwO Yay…. Haha..

by the way, Randoms :

  • Riza dah pindah section 7. Dah dapat kerja dah die. Good.
  • Rindu kitsin, bile la die nak balik…
  • Weekend ni archi netball tournament, kat section 7, aku jadik Center or Reserved tanpa rela (siut Elira suke hati masukkan nama aku dalam list) tappppiiii…… Weekend ni nak gi Gempak’s MCC kat Sungei Wang!!!! T_T Nak beli graphic novel murah berdiskan dan t-shirt dan prints dan… ok. bazirkan duit bersama-sama adik-adik dan Ariz (kalau die tak bizi)
  • Ariz makin hari makin busy. OwO Final year degree die. Siap buat preperation ntuk Masters programme.
  • Aku pun makin hari makin busy (final year beser la) tapi tak reti-reti nak handle tanggungjawab =w=
  • Aku benci pengungkit walaupun aku sendiri kuat ungkit. Ayez. Selfish. Biase la perangai buruk camni.
  • :3
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.thanx.

For clearing things out. But… (always a but)

You think I don’t know I’m selfish? Countless people have told me that. My parents, my siblings, Ariz, and even my close-friends smack the fact on my face. I know. You think I don’t question myself? Maybe the questioning things come a bit later than normal people would take to consider. I am on the “lembab” side anyways when it comes to picking up hints or common sense. Lampi la orang kate. But atleast, I do think.

Anyways, I won’t bother about you no more. It’s what u always wanted. I don’t think it’s part of me anymore. Sorry for considering you are special. I’m barging in. And now I’m barging out. Good to hear you have gotten your tranquility. May it be with you for long and that you don’t have to go through such shitty times like before.

Ok, we’re going seperate ways. And even if going in different directions, if fate comes and we’re to meet again on some crossroads, at least i hope we don’t act like kids and pretend we never knew each other.

Thank you again.

oh.. and sorry for messing up. Though I did not meant to do so, nor did I have any idea what damage I had cause, I’m really sorry.

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