Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life.

Dr. David M. Burns

It’s ok to make mistakes. It’s a process of learning. But.. when the same mistakes keeps happening, it means you did not have the initiative to learn from your mistakes. Don’t let the same mistakes happen. ^__^

Move forward!!!

penat kaler ni semalaman. tu ah tanak buat awal2 haha tgk dah buruk. baru abis balut hadiah. huee.. but ni hadiah temporary. hadiah bodoh2 je. nanti die abis exam nak kuar beli same2. haha tak surprise betul. ktorang mmg suke kalau nak beli hadiah untuk “dipakai”, pilih same2. Baru la bile pakai tu puas hati dan appreciate lebih. practical beb.

Happy 21st birthday my dear Ariz. One year older, one year wiser, one more year of experience to add on. Wish we would have more years to be celebrating more birthdays together.

Love you with all my heart.

…was my last day of practical training.

…was the day I pass my logbook to Encik Bakar just to get a dispointment look from him

…was the day i went to a site inspection with Encik Bakar and Encik Yusof at Pasar Keramat, KL.

…was the day i met kitsune-sin and mechagrog for dinner, not at our usual hang-out but at Khulafa. Hakim bodoh tak reti jaga customer. Makanan pun dah tak sedap.

…was the day, someone asked me to be his pet sister which I don’t think I can be one.

…was the day I was feeling so lalok and started talking nonsense.

…my head was spinning.

end.

“ah, rase mcm nak main ragnarok malam ni”

“uit, jangan main. buat kerja dulu. lepas siap baru la main”

“tapi nanti dah siap kerja dah penat, dah lewat, nak tidur, takleh main”

“haa kalau camtu takyah la main”

“tapi nak main jugak. main kejap pastu buat kerja”

“nanti tak sempat siap”

“ala takpe, drive nak buat kerja lebih hebat lepas main”

“jangan tipu. selama ni kerja pun tak siap.”

“siap la”

“tapi tak sungguh-sungguh. boleh buat lagi baik.”

“…”

“dah jangan main. buat je kerja jangan fikir banyak”

haha.. esok nak kene hantar logbook. and i am talking to myself. :moo: yeah.

:stare: I hated checking up too many email accounts, so most of the emails sent to me at ayez@fazuu.net or any mail from fazuu webmail will be sent to my yahoo mail. I didn’t know that fazuu webmail has stopped forwarding my email to yahoo. damn. I suddenly had the urge to check fazuu mail and look what I found (besides junks and spams)

hahaaa Puppeteer had sent me an email!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :moo: It was sent on March 3rd, around some time after Chinese New Year. Yea, this year I decided to send CNY cards to the Gempak Crews. Not all, most of whom I am fond of and have met at their con when I was sixteen. Zint had this special package. I wonder if he has received it. :heart: But all in al, I am soooo honoured Puppeteer actually sent me an email!!! and now I have his email address. And now I can kacau him and stalk him like bimbo bombard bikkedy bichhuuu. hahahhaahhaahhaha!!!! Ok.. i’m talking gibberish at 3am now. :sneer:

Luciole used to be a big fan of Puppeteer. I wonder what will she do when I told her I got his email. ^__^

I want to meet them again if I have the chance. If I’m not mistaken, they’ll be having their  next con in August. It’s been so long since I bought their magazine. I don’t think their magazine is worth the money now. I’d rather keep the money and buy their graphic novels of the artist which I love than to buy the magazine filled with, hmm, so to say, not so good comics and infos now. Ok. Some are quite nice, but I don’t think I want to spend my RM4.30 for that. :uh: That’s that.

I want to meet ZINT-SIFUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Asghdadsjadgjhfhfdaj!!!

On the side account, Kaoru (not too fond but she’s ok i guess) and Keith (i like) will be having their autograph session at MPH Alamanda this weekend. Wait. This Saturday. Whoever’s around Putra or fellow MMU Cyber, if you guys got nothing to do, why don’t bring some tepung and give them a warm welcome. :pirate: Lolz kidding. Have fun tho whoever’s wishing to go. If Puppeteere or Oga or Zint was there, I’d come.

I think my body system is weird. I’m very sensitive towards cold nowadays, and when I do, the top part of my body would feel cold, while my bottom part would feel hot. And it could happen the other way around too. :dead:

Yesterday, I ate lunch at Plaza Masalam near the office with En Yusof, Gaban and Qairil. I thought they’re going to eat outside in the open air, pft, makan dalam jugak dalam aircond tu. Dah la dok ofis dalam aircond, makan pun nak dalam aircond. Aircond kat plaza masalam tu plak sejuk ya amat. Batuk aku tak baik sangat lagi, so I’m kinda sensitive to cold condition. Ordered fishball mee set at Noraini’s. Oh. set air die kasik air batu. Nestea. :frown: Tibai je la. Lepas abis makan tu, aaaa.. sejukkkkk.. batuk datang lagi. Sakit dada. Then jalan balik ofis. Ahh.. lega to be out in the open air again for a while. Masuk lik ofis, kerja sampai kul 10pm. Dok dalam aircond. Didn’t ate dinner. Erm.. didn’t consider eating Me Sedaap at 5 o’clock my dinner.

Balik tu, ajak Ariz teman makan. Tak rasa nak makan nasik. Sah-sah la sebab perut dah masuk angin. So I ordered cheese nan with tandoori. ah.. tandoori abes. T_T Tibai je la cheese nan. Sekali tibai ngan limau suam. air suam. segarkan tekak. Lepas makan, masuk dalam kereta. aku menggigil. O_O tak bukak aircond pun. tingkap tak bukak pun. tapi mengigil… perut sakit memulas. Ariz tepuk-tepuk belakang badan, then, “BUURRPP”.. ah. mcm baby kene burp lepas minum susu. arghh sangat tak selasa time tu. nak muntah tapi mcm sayang lak nak muntah. bazir RM2.50 beli cheese nan. So control badan supaya tak muntah… just let out the air inside.

Balik rumah, nak mandi tapi dah lambat. Tanak kene paru-paru berair. Badan still menggigil. Basuh-basuh muka, buang angin lagi, makan ubat gastric. Before going to bed… T__T kene lecture ngan Ariz sebab tak reti jaga diri. T_T

I don’t have discipline in eating on the right time, taking my meds, don’t skip any meal, jangan mandi malam. I don’t. I tend to follow the lifestyle of the ones near me. Him. Die selalu je tak makan sebab busy. Selalu je mandi memalam sebab panas. I thought it’s ok. But my body can’t seem to take it. haiya.. Kene sedarkan diri yang aku dan die tak sama. (haha duh..) Wish my body is bit more robust. hmm…

mak aku cakap perut aku perut second hand hahaha.

huuyyyeeeaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :fairy:

Tengah-tengah bosan colour submission drawing kat ofis tadi, Kitsin called. :heart: He’s in town!! Kat KL at the moment!!! YAYYHHH!!! Die akan lepak rumah Mecha kendian. YAYYHHH!!! And he’ll be around untill middle of MAY!!! YAYHHH!!! YAAAYYHHHH!!!!!! Mari bekalkan ammmmooooooo ntuk brainstorm FaZuu project kat port biasa Khamis ni. Yeah! Kitsinbawak kak Neko-chan skali tauuu~ nak cubit pipi die. And I still owe her some FaZuu stuff. T__T My printer out of cyan ink, cannot reprint the doujin. aiyah…

Walaupun nafsu melepak amat tinggi.. sebenarnya skarang ni amat tersempit (apekah) dengan submission logbook due 30th April dan submission Dissertation due 7th May, tapi, hahahahah, nak pi melepak jugak ngan dorang Khamis ni. Lame tak jumpe haha. Haihz.. speaking of logbook, minggu ni minggu last practical training. Qamey cakap tengah hari tadi visiting lecturer dah datang office die for check-up and ermm macam ade sesi suai kenal. :weird: Damn Qamey and the guys (yang practical tempat same ngan die) dapat score markah 5/5 of the visiting lecturer. haahahaareemmm……. Adeih.. Looking at my work and attendence (banyak jugak tak datang sbb sakit.. gastric, demam, batuk x leh bangun, etc..) mcm dapat teruk je markah ni. haihz.. tak reti lak isi diary sheet ni.

ohh look what i found. :3 nice one.

Freedom in general may be defined as the absence of obstacles to the realization of desires

Bertrand Russell

Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes

Mahatma Gandhi

Freedom is the right to tell people what thy do not want to hear

George Orwell

There are TWO freedoms, the FALSE - where a man is free to do what he likes; and the TRUE - where he is free to do what he ought

Charles Kingsley

Freedom is not merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither is it merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to formulate the available choices, to argue over them — and then, the opportunity to choose.

C. Wright Mills