ayez | 
01 22nd, 2010| 
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Jan
1
Happy New Year everyone and happy ushering your life into yet another new decade. I was wondering, in the 1980’s, they’d call it “The Eighties” while 1990’s as “The Nineties”. I wonder what they’ll call the 2000’s. O_O;; Millennies? What about the 2010’s..? The Tenties?? The Tennies?? LULZ!!
Well 2010 marks a new journey for me. A totally new journey. My husband and I have been married for almost 6 months now and for 6 months we’ve been living with his parents. We did plan to live on our own but wasn’t able yet due to the condition of the house we’d be moving in which is quite “incondusive” to live in. (atleast for “mengada” old me wahahaha) It’s an old house which belonged to his parents. A house the whole family lived in before they moved into the current new house. The house is about the same age or older as we are. My husband told me that he was born 10 days after his parents moved into the house back then. Talk about 23+ year old house. =D It’s a nice one storey house with 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms, and a BIG kitchen which my mom liked a lot. New houses that sprouts these days doesn’t provide such size of a kitchen. Is it a sign that modern housewives today doesn’t cook as much as the old-schools used too…? Hmm..
We renovated/upgraded the house a bit so that it doesn’t look and feel as bad. Here’s some glimpse of what I’m talking about…
Massive photo attack!
Dec
8
Hi!
Long time no see. =) Feeling depressed lately?
I hope not.
*sigh*
Have you ever felt that there is a [reset] button for you to press that could make you start over your life from any point you like? Well… I wish there was such a thing. Hmm… I’ve been thinking a lot lately. About work stuff, about my personal interests, about where I am standing now and where I should have been standing if I took a different path on a crossroad I met with a long time ago. Anyways, I just read a journal entry from a fellow online friend. I kinda look up to her in certain aspects because I feel like we have some things in common, and she’s a year older than I am. We’re both female who studies architecture (I’m in UiTM while she’s in UIA), we both draw anime-manga-stuff (but she’s way wayyy better than I do and is well known online for her talent), and I just got to know that she got married recently too! The thing is, she pursued her career in architecture. She further her studies abroad and is on her way of becoming a lecturer. She has even designed and built her own house to live in with her husband. For me, that is one thing I used to thought I could do, but instead I am nowhere near that now.
Did I regret pursuing my career that makes me do the things I like? Well, nope. I just wished I had worked harder, and that this particular career has a better prospect to get more recognition from the masses in this particular country. Sadly, I don’t think it’s even possible within my time frame. Though, the potential is there and that the government does give monetary support but it’s a bit slow and I don’t really know if it can catch up to a point that making it as a long term career. I even get to see smirks on people faces when I told them I’m working as an animator with a 12 hour job with [this] amount of payment and [this] much of benefit from the company. Sometimes it makes me happy that some people DO actually recognize animators as an actual job, but it irks me when they asked me…
“Oh, so ko kije kat company sekian sekian kat shah ala ni la ye?? yang buat cite 3D sekian sekian tu?”
“err.. tak. aku kije kat company sekian sekian kat puchong. ktorang buat 2D animation je”
“oh? 2D je?” *insert smirked face*
yeah rite whatever…
I think I am standing at another crossroad here. Whether I should go back and revert to become another normal working citizen with a normal working hour that can cope up with a normal growing family, or just pursue and give it all I’ve got to this uncertainty?
I envy my online friend there.
She’s enjoying what she’s doing.
I am losing it.
Give me back the pleasure of doing the things I like! PLEASE!!!
p/s: I am now 6 weeks pregnant and not feeling too healthy…
Oct
11
Just got back from KLIA after sending my dearest husband for his trip to London. He’ll be attending an invention contest at the Alexandra Palace in Greenwood. I hope he’ll have a safe trip and please come back home safely.
I miss you and I love you so much!
May
31
*ehemmm*
Post yang agak lambat tapi, takpelah~ Janji ade dari takde kan. Akan ku mulakan hikayat menglipurlara hari perkahwinanku dengan ucapan Assalamualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera. =D Wokeh, ready, get set, GO!
Majlis perkahwinan Ayez & Ariz (atau secara formalnya, Shaza & Hariz) telah selamat dilangsungkan pada Mei 31, 2009 kat Pusat Kesenian Islam, Selangor. Majlis dimulakan dengan sesi pertunangan jam 10 pagi, pastu akad nikah dilangsungkan jam 11 pagi. Haha kirenye aku ni jadi tunangan orang selame sejam je la. Tak pun kurang dari sejam.
Tempat Kahwin : Taman Pusat Kesenian Islam, Selangor
Sewaktu perakad-nikahan dilangsungkan, ternyata Incik Mohammad Hariz Kamarudin a.k.a husbandku amat gagah perkasa kerana berjaya melafazkan akad sebanyak SATU KALI sahaja! Yeah~ Macho! Mimpi-mimpi ngerimu bahwa sebelum perkahwinan ternyata hanya mainan tidur yang tidak lain dan tidak bukan bertujuan untuk mengusik tahap kelelakianmu sahaja. muwahahaha~ Dan ouyeah, ayahku juga melafazkan lafaz untuk mengakadkan anaknya sebanyak sekali juge. =D yeah dad, the credits goes to you too! ;p (our in-joke, if u dun get it, it’s ok.)
Pastu lepas-lepas bergelar suami dan isteri yang sah, (alhamdulillah) dan selepas upacara bersalaman dan bercium dahi (tapi agak tersasar sedikit dan beliau mencium di bahagian belakang kepalaku), ktorang trus blah balik rumah Hariz (sebab rumah die paling dekat dgn dewan tu) then terus bersiap pakai baju pengantin sambil menunggu mak andam yang sesat jalan. Yeah! Abis settle membajupengantinkan diri, adik Hariz, Faiz, drive ktorang gi kat dewan tu balik dengan menaiki kereta MyVi Silver BKH 483 bertattookan FaZuu. WOOHOO~~ Erm, sepatutnye nak pinjam keter Mini Cooper S dari Paksu Achai tapi takde rezki sebab keter tu baru je eksiden sehari sebelum wedding tu. Haihz~Apakan daya. Myvi pun best juge~ Kereta sendiri, bukan kereta pinjaman. (ayat menyedapkan hati)
Sesampainya kembali ke dewan, ktorang amat terkejutttt!!! sebab takde orang nak layan ktorang lepas turun dari kereta. wuwuuwu~~~ semua orang bizi. Tapi dalam 5 minit pastu baru la kanak-kanak riang yang memegang bunga manggar dan bakul penuh dengan kelopak bunga datang kat ktorang. Yeah~ baru la rase macam Raja Sehari. Kompang digital dimainkan (sebab tak sempat nak panggil orang kompang sebenar, dah fully booked) dan ktorang pun berarak ke dalam dewan dan terus ke pelamin.
Doa dibacakan oleh my beloved Uncle Jimmy sebagai pemula majlis dan lepas tu sesi tepung-menepung, tawar-menawar. Kami ditepungkan oleh tokmi dan tokbah (sebelah mak) dan opahku (sebelah ayah), dan juga atuk dan nenek hariz (sebelah abah). Kakyong dgn Abg Mazlan pun join menepung jugak dengan paklong dan maklong hariz. Basah lenjan lenjun tangan ktorang. Seb baik pengkapitku Tikiniki ada untuk menyelamatkan keadaan. Tolong lap-lap tangan. hee.. thanx Tini!!
Pastu ape lagi!!! MAKAN!!!
Tapi betul la orang cakap, best lagi datang makan kat majlis pengantin orang dari makan kat meja pengantin diri sendiri. T_T Tak lalu nak makan sebab tak biase mekap tebal seploh inchi kat muke. Lipstick di bibir melekat di gelas. Mulut tak mampu dinganga luas. Dan ternyata lauk sudah sejuk akibat ditinggalkan sekian lama di atas meja. Tapi kalau panas sedap nih~ Udang panjat pokok dengan ayam guling-guling madu. =9 dan sayur, dan buah, dan sotong, dan daging…
Pas makan, jumpe la rakan-rakan yang datang. Member-member skolah yang kali terakhir jumpe time form 1 pun datang!! Classmate-classmate time skolah rendah pun ade. Bebudak arki yang menggila pun ade. Yeahhh dengan animator-animator Animasia yang hebat lagi macho datang beramai-ramai sekaligus dan terus meletupkan majlis. Ouyeah!! kengkawan Hariz pun ramai gak yang datang tapi aku tak berape kenal semua. BEST! Majlis kahwin dah jadi macam majlis reunion!! XD
After all the makan-makan, ktorang ikut photographer ktorang, incik Fadhlul Ain @ Lo and his trusty sidekick brother incik Adal. Agak janggal dan pelik-pelik sbb dorang ni mmg ade idea yg best2 utk photography session! XD Seronot pun ade. Tapi aku rase aku tak photogedik.. so.. ~_~ hmm..
Anyways, thankyou all who came to our wedding on our special day and thanx so much for the wedding wishes. =) Pictures spam time!! malas nak uplod sume. kat facebook pun tak upload2 lagi.
Ini cincin Hariz. Platinum!
Cupcake sebagai hantaran dari pihak lelaki. Kudos to Puah!
Pengantin pempuan act cute~
Kartini Kasmuri~ My bridesmaid. She helped me a lot that day. Thanx dear!
Kengkawan arkitortures yg datang!! WHOOTTT!!!
Fellow Animasians colleagues~ Thanx for the wonderful NDS Lite as a wedding present!!! =D You guys RAWKS!
With part of the zombies!!! Wonder where’s Kel.. hmm =\
Masa tunang! ktorang btunang dlm sejam je kut, pastu terus lafaz aqad. =D
Forever I am yours, and forever i will be.
Apr
19
Current Mood:
*hearties*
ASSALAMUALAIKUM
Dengan izin Allah SWT ke atas hamba-Nya yang merancang, kami
Mohammad Salim Bin Saidin & Haliza Binti Kassim
serta
Hj Kamarudin Bin Jazuli & Hjh Hammidah Binti Yahaya
Merafak kata, menyusun bahasa, menurut adat resam berteraskan agama, kami mempersilakan
Tan Sri/ Puan Sri/ Dato’/ Datin/ Tuan/ Puan
_______(NAMA ANDA)________
suami isteri serta keluarga untuk hadir ke Majlis Perkahwinan Putera Puteri kesayangan kami
Shazanoor Binti Mohammad Salim
dengan
Mohd Hariz Bin Hj Kamarudin
Tempat : Kompleks Kesenian Islam Selangor (berhadapan Masjid Negeri)
Tarikh : Ahad, Mei 31, 2009 bersamaan dengan 6 Jamadilakhir 1430H
Aturcara Majlis : Jamuan Makan 12tgh - 4 ptg
*ayat-ayat diatas dicilok dari kad sebulat-bulat hatinya*
Semua ahli keluarga dan kengkawan (terutama skali kengkawan skolahkuuu SMKSSAAS, SK Section 6, SK TTDI Jaya, dan bebudak FSPU dan rakansekerja di ANIMASIA) dijemput hadir bagi memeriahkan dan meramaikan majlis. Map untuk ke lokasi majlis adalah seperti tertera di bawah. Cam biase la, klik ntuk kasik gambo jadik lagi beso. Kengkawan digalakkan hadir lambat skek sebab biasenye seat awal-awal ni reserve untuk para family members yang tercintan~
Apr
19
Current Mood: *hearties* & 
*mwaks* & 
Acomplished
After two weeks driving my Budak Kecil Hingusan 483 here and there, he has gotten all dirty and grimey so me and my dear Hariz decided to give it a little bath. And a little makeover!! Tattoo!! =D And so it begins…
We park the car inside
Setting it ready to wash
Wash it, dry it and make sure the surface is clean~
Paste the sticker slowly, neatly and gently
The sticking process takes a while, and my cat’s sleepy…
With a little patience and passion, voila! It’s done!! =)
Close-up!
Whee~~ Now my car and his car both have the FaZuu emblem!! I like it!!
Apr
15
Current Mood:
like I give a damn.. & like I give a damn..
Do whatever heck you want for all I care. Be cynical, be childish, be free in your own captive world. You are just not even worth my time to think about. “What’s past is past” my foot laaa, you blardy retard.
Drew this about 20 minutes. That’s all the time I have for you, psycho. I can’t believe after all this time you still have the effort to act like how you did.
It really amuses me. Seriously.
haha!
Good night. I’m off to bed.
Thanx to Yaji (who got it from Zeen) for the tips and tutorial on how to do digital lines and shadows. =)
Apr
14
Hee~ Posting some stuff that my fellow colleagues drew for me. *whee*
As usual, click for larger view ok?
This is drawn by my very own team leader, the KING OF EVILNESS ZEEEEEENNNNNN!!! Guan ni pi shi means “mind your own business” in mandarin. Ah Keon taught me that phrase and it kinda has been my favourite phrase to use up untill now. Hehee.. Don’t mind the “my hair is messy” part. He really likes to sibuk-sibuk whenever he saw my hair is a little bit untidy. =3=
This is drawn by Chun Yip @ Venom, my friend from the background department. The Chinese saying is “Kan se ma kan, guan ni pi shi” which means “whatchu looking at, mind your own business” mueheeheh~
Actually I also have my own version of me saying “kan se ma kan” but i forgot to bring it back from the office. O_O; maybe tomorrow.
Apr
14
Current Mood: *mwaks*
Hee~ Vincent took this picture of me with my boss, AH LOONG @ Wong Kuan Loong~~ Haha Ah Loong doesn’t normally wear this smart, he had an interview in the morning with NTV7. He usually wears shirt with jeans and lets his hair loose. Anyway, Ah Moon was selling off this mini fish eye lense (quite cheap but fun) which can be sticked to the camera phone lense to give out fish-eye effect, just like in this picture. See my head is bigger than my feet? Well the effect is not exactly noticable at one glance you get the feeling of it didn’t you? Notice how the lines that connect the walls and floor bend in a circular way> If you took a photo with background with lots of lines you can notice the difference! Like this picture of Ah Bee, our character designer. =)
There’s lots more where this came from! Just browse through Ah Moon’s facebook album!
Ah Moon’s Fish Eye Lense Album @ Facebook
I love working in Animasia, coz the people are so fun to be with. ^^
P/s: We are still open for interviews.
Apr
11
penatnye…
itu saja untuk hari ni.
haha mane leh!! nak cakap banyak gaks! tadi Kel & Jiwo ade singgah ofis untuk interview. worh, dengar citer yaji basic salary yang dorang dapat lagi tinggi dari aku ngan yaji. *ehem* nyata berbeza sungguh tahap dewa dengan tahap picisan mcm aku. yaji tak picisan.
anyways, petang tadi ahloong ade tunjuk recording of a live interview yang NT7 breakfast show buat ngan die. wahsai si ahloong boss ktorang yang sporting tu dekat tv pun siap leh buat lawak sengal-sengal lagi wahaha! berguling gak ar isi perut tengok gaya die kat tv. XD
ah.. penatnye… banyak bende nak buat,tapi banyak lagi benda tak dibuat-buat. adoi.. motivation factor takde.. atau masa takde? atau tenaga tak cukup? sedih… banyak benda yang nak, banyak lagi yang tak dapat.
ni namanya tamak ke? atau tak reti manage diri sendiri?
entahla..
hmm..
Apr
6
Setelah enam bulan lebih menanti, akhirnya sampai juaaaaaaa myvi SE-ku~~~ Kereta first hand pertamakuuuu~~~ kuuu~~ kuuu~~ uuu~~ ALHAMDULILLLAHHHH!!! Lame gilerrrhhh tungggguuuuu!! Keter kancilku sudah semakin hari semakin tenat. Anyway, myvi-SEku @ diberi nama oleh encik Izhan sebagai “Budak Kecil Hingusan (BKH)”, telah selamat sampai di perkarangan rumah pada April 3, 2009. Mak aku cakap kalau nak ingat bile dapat keter ni, ingatla bile si najib tu naik jadi perdana menteri. cheh.. memorikal sungguh.
Malas nak bebel, mase untuk berlagak la pulak dgn menayang foto-foto yang ditangkap pada malam mendapat keter tu jugak. moooahahahahaha!! riak nih riak nih!
Hood Keter dan enjin
Leather stering with red stitches lining. whooottt!!
Interior dalam yang kemas lagi mengiurkan. Ni lighting cacat skek ni. Yang realnyer lagi macho. yeah!
Paling suke die nyer jahitan merah tuh. fewwittt~ kemas bebbb!!
Dan Ini dia si pemandu yang paling jauh memandu keter ni stakat ni. Dan beliau telah berjaya mematikan enjin di tengah jalan sebanyak ENAM kali pada hari yang sama wahaha macho kan?
So esok akan ku bawak kereta baru ini ke Animasia Studio fufufu~~ tapi tak bape bangga sangat la sebab ade sekor colleague tu dah pakai dah Myvi SE baru ni.. kaler oren lak tu. cis! Dengki. =3= Hmm.. nanti review lak pasal kebestan dan ketidakbestan bawak keter Myvi SE ni k? =)
Apr
4
Apr
4
Page 30 : Tryout on perspective. T_T Still fail.. but I think much better than the first try.
